Anger

I just have to say that as a "Christian" I am absolutely HORRIFIED - HORRIFIED - at the actions of some supposedly "Christian" organizations. Disgusted, sick, sad. I want to cry. It makes me want God to come back NOW and save us from those that are perverting his teachings and message of love.

I'm SICK over it. Thinly disguised racism and hate...except really, not even disguised anymore. It couldn't be more blatant. I don't even want to call myself a Christian anymore, if that is how "Christians" behave. All I know is I walk side by side with my Lord and Savior and I want to represent him here on earth with love, understanding, and acceptance of ALL people so that maybe someone who doesn't know Him can see the peace and joy He has brought to MY life and want to find it for themselves. Not so I can sit in judgement of them (not MY job - HIS) and condemn them. I don't want to just pick and choose scripture COMPLETELY out of context in order to justify fear and hate.

I'm so so sad about this. It just put me over the edge. I can't imagine how heartbroken HE is. I don't know know if these people make me want to vomit, cry, or bang my head against a wall. We as His people need to be educated on not just social issues but the Bible - we need to understand his Word before we go around misinterpreting it to serve our own agendas!! I am ANGRY at the perversion of it all!!!!